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Sometime i just tired to be me
I want to jump out from this world
I feel frustrate with somethings that i need to duel with it over and over again
Maybe it's not my fault
But i blame myself
I lack of self confidence
I make things become more awkward

Well, bicthing would help me but let myself become negative
We cant change the past but we can live in present!! Seize the day is the lesson i need to learn

纠结

或许是自己的错

太久没和人群接触

我已忘了如何沟通

我曾以为能认识一班新朋友

而且很有可能是像kshin她们那样的bff

但是不知自己做错了什么

我搞砸了

空余的时间

我终不禁回想

是哪一步我做错了

是我的态度？

是我的说话方式?

可是退一万步

难道我突变吗？

我一直都是这样的我

如果不喜欢

那一开始就不会是朋友了

我就要把自己搞疯了

或许我不应该纠结在过去

但是做比说难多了

放不下就是放不下

时间会冲淡一切

吧？